I'm losing hope in friendships. I don't even know what to do anymore. I keep trying to be the best for the people around me but I get treated like shit. Especially by those who are closest to me.
Just can't wait to get over with this period of time. I really should care less and let go like how most of the people around me said to me countless of times. The amount of tears I shed for this one person.. It's crazy. You're not worth my tears and heartache.
One day, just one day, somebody will appreciate my love and care, and treat me good.
It's a pity that you're not the person even though I really hope/thought you were, but you taught me life lessons.
I wish I didn't get so attached to people. But I did. I let them into my heart. Now then tore me apart.