How does it feels to be cared by someone? I remember how it feels to lose someone. But not to be cared. I mean in terms of friendship and relationship.
Are we that easy to let go? Are feelings that easy to fade? & at the same time, are feelings that easy to grow? Doesn't it sucks to fall for someone you know it's impossible to be together.
I hate to care for others but no one cares for me. Then why should I try when others are not trying? I think when I'm facing you, I'm not being my usual me.
I look in the mirror sometimes & think, why am I even putting in effort? & because I put in effort, I'm not being me. But I put in effort b'cause I care.
I wanna know what's gonna happen in future. If there's no "we", I wish I'll be able to let go. What if there's "we", but I chosed to let go?
But I guess there will never be us. It's just gonna be you & me.
On msn with Lester! (Y) I hope he'll be okay.. I miss msn convos with him!
(2010)
Anyway gran's house today! Went ATS to fetch J, then Mac'd for ice-cream! & we went like damn many places looking for some stuff -_- weather like a hot.
I miss Derick they all so much. So near yet so far :(
& I was browsing thru my photos just now.. I've changed unknowingly? Not just change, but learn as well.
I met so much people in 2010. So many that changed my life.
They are the reason why I love school.
My very two best. (I know L loves my camera.)
The people that got me thru the bad times.
& The people that changed my life ;)
The last two important people in my life.
We'll never run out of topics to talk about. & they are the ones that will NEVER ignore my text. HEHEHEHE.
Ok la I guess I blog till I went outta point. I used like 1 hour to blog? But whatever I was watching bfb & on msn.
Bye~