(i wish we will.)
today's post is for someone special that came into my life, last year.
Dear you, thank you for the 7 months we had together in school. Those were probably the best time in my whole 2010.
I remembered when we first hang out together, with a few others. It's because some people say that you're not good & whatsoever. Then till one month later that I saw the different you from what others said. Cause of me, you lied to your aunt, & skipped tuition. Helped me a lot. You were there when I had the worst time in my life. & that's when I know, I can count on you.
We laughed at jokes, talked non-stop in class, went out together, sat in class together, gossip, & everything else that best friends would do. Then I said I wanna go for YOG, & yes, you went with me. Not just one, but, all that I went, you went with me. When we were preparing _'s birthday celebration, you & _ _ joked around that y'all will surprise me on my birthday. But even before my birthday arrive, game over.
There were more memories than that. My craze for Show, camwhoring with _'s poses, sticky, travelling together & many more.
I kept thinking why, why did this happen. But I never thought it'd be because of that incident. I thought it was something else. I didn't only lost you, on that day. But I lost my two other friends as well. I couldn't get over it after that for 3 months. Sometimes when I think of it my heart still gets uncomfy. Talked to people about it but no one understands.
I guess I never wanted this to happen, I swear. Because you were the best Best friend ever in my fourteen years.
But, still, thank you for all you've done. If you weren't here I guess I'd never know who I can actually really count on. It's not you, not that three friends in total that I've lost. It's maybe someone I've met, but I just don't know it's her.
February 2010 - September 2010.
Thank you & I'm sorry, J.
Love, G.